Monday, December 17, 2012

The Old Man's Christmases



The old man goes on beyond his earned years
though heart misses beats and legs grow weak
and memory fades for recent events,
wondering why he’s still here
regretting harsh words of a long time ago,
and his selfish actions in having his say.
Yet he is still around at the top of each day
to count each blessing on his way,
with his friend for life of sixty-four years,
who brushed off her tears after all his misses
and backed up his play in spite of her fears,
since they met in the snow that long ago Christmas.

The old man remembers even longer ago
when the world, as now, was ill.
He was only six with no why’s or how’s,
in another new place with strange inside toilets,
with tonsils, scarlet fever and poverty,
depths of Depression and urban rebellion.
Even then the old man was grateful each day
for the grace and goodness of a lovely teacher,
the seasonal gathering of all the clan
and the sudden thump on the rented porch;
a huge turkey hamper in that strange urban isthmus
that gave the old man a new idea of Christmas.

In his last years the old man sees changing ways
of living for ME and fun and games,
of anthills of trillions of zeros and ones
all alone though in constant abbreviated contact
with Facebook friends and theTwitter tweet,
never knowing who they will “friend” or meet.
But then the old man thanks his artistic niece,
Linda the Activist, for using real English in reality style
Praising goodness and love in music she sends
created by boys and girls of Paraguay’s Landfill Harmonic Orchestra
and the Welsh Only Boys Aloud male chorus causing tears to amass
behind the old man’s admiring eyes this Christmas.

But last of all the old man sees a world of greed
of strife and hate, of wars and separation,
of incarnate evil, of madness and guns
and twenty grade ones and six young teachers
butchered in minutes by one spurt of madness
in the midst of seasonal joy at Newtown.
Yet the old man sees love and courage,
forgiveness and hope rise out of the grief,
a coming together of friends in their pain
and worldwide admission that we must change.
May all you abbreviated zeros and ones join a new class
to change the world to the old man’s true Christmas!
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Sunday, December 9, 2012

Escape: Dust Bowl to Rain Forest



“Uncle Sam, let me in!” According to my mother’s oft repeated story through childhood and youth, I coined that phrase in the U.S. Immigration Office at the Sumas, Washington border crossing in April of 1929. My parents had just been refused re-entry into their original promised land after trying to persuade officials to relent because my slightly older sister and I had been born there. I tried to console them with the threat that when I grew up I would return to that place to insist on my rights as an American born citizen.
So, insult added to injury, on the family’s return to our temporary home and reporting to Canadian Customs on the Huntingdon side of the border when questioned on the reason for their crossing to Sumas, they were informed that if their 1924 Studebaker was to stay in Canada, a duty on the value of the vehicle had to be paid. If they couldn’t raise the cash it had to be returned to Huntingdon for impoundment.
The old man’s memories of that event some 84 years ago returned after his recent viewing of the new Ken Burns photo story called The Dust Bowl. The many photos and stories going back to the twenties and thirties forcefully reminded me of my own family’s experiences, told as part of my parents’ story, A Family Diaspora, a book I self-published in 1997. In the chapter I called Footloose and Rootless in America I recounted the then personal memories, writings, family photos and other records which I thought then were exhaustive, provided by my siblings and myself. Some of my conclusions were in error as I discovered later.
In this issue I won’t go into the family travels from Russia to Germany, thence to the American arrival at New York’s Ellis Island and the arrival at Halstead, Kansas in December 1922. Their sponsors and bank loan guarantors were Mom’s American Schmidt cousins. That respite lasted four years during which Mom was the centre of attention in that community and thought she had achieved the American Dream. Dad worked in the flour mill, paid off the travel indebtedness, acquired a Model T touring car and seemed to be thriving.
In 1926, for reasons still unclear to me, the family packed up an old Model T truck piloted by Dad and the car driven by my then 13 year-old brother with the rest of the family, including me as a foetus, along gravel roads, camping and working our way through Idaho for a parcel of land in Coeur d’Alene County, Washington, where I was born. That lasted but briefly, and with money and cars gone, we answered an ad for farm help by an Ohio Pennsylvania Dutchman who advanced rail fare for the family. He turned out to be a boorish bachelor type with very unpleasant household habits and aggressive goats that considered the house part of their territory, so that ended in favour of taking over a share-cropping arrangement in the Archbold, Ohio area.
They must have had a kindly landlord, because they did well enough to preserve most of their chattels. Incredible to me, that included tools and belongings dragged along through all the trials and tribulations from Russia as well as a Phoenix treadle sewing machine Mom purchased in Germany for fifty cents American sent by the American cousins in 1922.
In Archbold, Ohio, my brother, aged 14 in June 1927 had been used by the non-driving landlord as the driver of a new Buick the man bought that year. Somehow, likely with the Buick owner’s backing my brother engineered the purchase of a used 1924 Studebaker sedan within the next year. He loved that car and the sound of its authoritative aah-ooh-aah horn, often lording it over the pip-squeak beeps of the Model T’s he passed.
As they had done for centuries, the Russian Mennonites kept in touch by letter throughout their communal wanderings. During this Ohio period, Mom heard from her much older sister and her husband. They had somehow made it to Canada during what was by then the Stalinist crackdown, and eventually made their way to a new Mennonite community in Canada’s Fraser Valley. They extolled its rain-forest virtues and the possibilities for a new Russian style religious village community just begun in 1928. With summer harvest done, without thought about citizenship status or border crossings, the family packed all chattels and family in and on the 1924 Studebaker and started out Okie-style (a term not yet invented then) to freeload, camp and work their way to the new village promise but still looking along the way for alternative places where the family might settle in a genial community all grown up family members could agree on.
Remember 1928 was still part of the Roaring Twenties. Americans were getting rich on the stock market and Herbert Hoover campaigned to succeed Calvin Coolidge that year with the slogan, a chicken in every pot and a car in every garage. That must have seemed a very empty promise to my family as we rough travelled through the country looking for work and a home.
One of our stops along that way was a grassland farm at Montezuma, Kansas. One of Dad’s former World War 1 Siberian internment fellows by the name of Miller had settled there perhaps a year earlier. The location is not that far from the Oklahoma Panhandle in Western Kansas, considered in the Ken Burns photo story to be the centre and worst part of the Dust Bowl. According to that story, the grassland farmers had bumper crops in both 1928 and 1929, and I suspect my family stopped as Miller guests for a time and perhaps considered settling there. My oldest sister left snapshots of the youngest children, including me eating an apple, and the one of the Studebaker, inserted here appearing generally unloaded and with mud on the tires. The people around the car show a young gallant in double breasted suit, likely a Miller son, eyeing my twelve year-old sister behind the car, my brother Henry at fifteen left of the driver’s door, Miller with foot on running board and Dad leaning against the back of the car.
From Southern Kansas the search went west through even more arid States to California and north to British Columbia. Our well laden, well travelled 1924 Studebaker caravan eventually reached the Canadian Border at Huntingdon, BC on December 7, 1928, almost six years to the day after my parents and their three surviving Russian born children were admitted as immigrants to the States at Ellis Island in 1922.
My family’s arrival at this new “promised land” in the Fraser Valley did not improve our lot. Relationships between my parents, between parents and my older siblings, and between all family members and the church community worsened. Reasons and speculations on the causes of this downward spiral are covered in my Diaspora volume, but the arrival here could not have been well blessed, as the following highlights may indicate:

  • The family must have applied to return to America within 3 months after their arrival because the family documents included a letter from the U.S. Commissioner of Immigration dated April 6, 1929 at Sumas, Washington stating in the first paragraph: “With reference to examination of yourself and family at this office on April 2, 1929, and especially with reference to your appeal from the decision of the Board of Special Inquiry, denying you and your family admission to the United States, as the charge that yourself and family were likely to become public charges was made subject to reopening and as it is desired to clear up all doubtful points before the case is submitted to Washington, DC for final determination, you are requested to submit to this office, at your earliest convenience, proof of such money or other resources as you claim to own.” There were further requirements as well but of course proof of resources was not forthcoming.
  • Our beloved 1924 Studebaker was impounded by Canadian Customs pending payment of 27.5% Duty on the value and a 5% Excise Tax on value and duty added together, for a total bill of $124.43. The family scrimped and saved and got it released on payment of that amount on October 18, 1930. It was in use sparingly for a year or two after that but sat on blocks in our barn/garage shed through the rest of the Depression, much beyond our means to operate. I spent many an hour sitting behind the wheel in the closed shed in useless fantasy.
  • In their six years in the States, no matter how strict the family discipline and religious observance may have been, my three Russian born siblings, in early or mid-teen years could not be under constant supervision. In all their scrambles around the country they were the main communicators for my parents who had learned but little English during those years. The kids spoke American English by then without the tell-tale Mennonite accent, which I recognize to this day in Canada even in some public figures of perhaps third generation Russian Mennonite families. From stories my older siblings have told, especially my brother, I am certain that my parents were totally unaware of the many shenanigans they got up to, constant work demands notwithstanding.
  • Through the Depression, my village theocracy grew. Many of the refugees from Stalinist atrocities by way of church guaranteed travel expenses had settled on the Canadian prairies, generally on grasslands granted to the CPR as part of the trans-continental railway construction deal. They soon suffered the same kind of drought, crop failures, and grasshopper plagues as the Burns Dust Bowl film describes. They left for greener pastures in Yarrow, my village theocracy, arriving from Mennonite area towns like Herbert, Beechy, Rosthern and Coaldale. We called them prairie chickens and soon the back road parcels of Yarrow were dotted with new shacks. Yarrow became a thriving German speaking community and soon filled the original Mennonite Brethren Church to overflowing. Under the strict leadership of the Rev. Johannes Harder the place indeed became a tightly knit village theocracy.
  • The Harder story is told in a biography by Saskatchewan Professor Dr. Regehr titled A Generation of Vigilance. I reviewed the book from a personal memoir point of view in an April 2010 issue of The Old Man’s Post. It was obvious, though, that the Nickel family, with its earlier American arrival history and the freedom our teen children experienced there, did not quite fit in. The differences can be exemplified by one experience. One warm summer day my two older sisters walked along the central road in the village wearing short sleeved dresses. They were stopped and accosted by one of the church elders, publicly accused of indecency by appearing on the street as ladies of the night and advised to change their sinful ways and make their confessions to the congregation.

In spite of all our differences in the community and the trauma they entailed for an inhibited kid, I am forever thankful that we could not return to Kansas to partake of the American Dream. We survived through Depression and the unpleasantness of World War 2 animus against our German speaking village on a productive four acre patch of poorly drained land right next to the Vedder Dyke. Though we lived long on credit for essentials like flour and feed, I never went hungry, I always had work of some sort to do, I had time to wander behind the dyke and along the river and to dream of better times, to misbehave and learn bad habits and generally to develop some sort of humanity. What more can the old man expect?
You can note that by the time I had to make a citizenship choice, I had become a proud Canadian, the yen for the American Dream long dispelled. Though it is but a five minute drive from my present home, I have never returned to the Sumas border crossing from Canada to demand, “Uncle Sam, let me in!” And since my Canadian Passport expired and having no plans for foreign travel I refuse to acquire a cheaper border crossing identification card even to buy the cheaper pharmaceutical prescriptions, gasoline or groceries offered there. I have always preferred to buy in Canada where I have earned a living and where my heart is.
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